We were brought up to fear nightmares. But I think what really scares me are the good dreams. The best dreams. For when we wake up from the bad, we are comforted with knowing that none of it was true – there was and is and will be no three headed unicorn monkey lion donkey freak chasing you. But when we wake up from the best dreams… We’re devastated from it not being true. How upsetting is it to know that you weren’t actually running along the beach with your boyfriend who lives 6000 miles away from you. Idk. Thought got to me.
Lol ofc I still fucking care but I also care about myself and its high time I make my happiness my priority ah lol?
This is how I know I love you.
A familiar ache.
A familiar taste of salty tears on my lips.
I’ve known all these. All the reasons i’m the guarded girl I am today.
The difference is that at the end of all this temporary pain, I can smile and know that I’m looking towards permanent happiness.
It’s knowing that I want this to work even though it hurts.
It’s knowing that you give me the support that I need to pull through.
It’s knowing that I am enough for you.
It’s knowing that I let my guard down; for you.
I don’t know what the future holds, but I won’t know if I don’t try.
Thank you for your faith, determination and love.
I kinda realised that there is a problem with having so much love to give.
You just get taken for ass shit granted.
People always want what they can’t have… and you constantly giving, not expecting anything in return, unafraid of running dry, keep feeding these unappreciative people and make them the way they are.
Time to teach them a mother fucking lesson.
Yes. I may not run dry loving you. I can love you till the day I die and not run dry.
But I will not.
People are not deserving of your love if they take it for granted.
I will invest it in those who do.
Sayonara mother fucker.
Story of my life lol
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